Calling me

The pain has taught me
all that I couldn't 
learn by myself.
Now, I see who 
you really are 
and the blind person I was.

I just try to go on,
trying not to perceive
the dark road before me
and death's voice
whispering in my ears.

I want to be alone
nobody will understand me
you've made me know
the ugliness hidden inside me.

Loneliness is my only fate,
I must go on through all the pain.

I will never forget you
who made me hate myself.

The dark road is calling me,
I can hear death's voice 
whispering in my ears.